Do u hate it when u fall madly in love with a famous peson?

I've fallen in luv wiv adam lambert and I hate it knowing theres no way in h*ll im gonna meet him. It really brings me down. I've fallen in luv wiv two other stars who werent rite 4 me but there sumthing about adam I find so attractive, and Im way younger than him:( Is it hormones? I feel 'lovesick'. I c all these girls with a guy by their side n I think, "am i just not attractive to guys? wat do they see that I dont about myself?"