How do i deal with this?

well my name is christina and i need help sum more for the past 5 mou i have had a problem my mom died the 2 of jan and my gramps died the 1 of jan and i am haveing a hard time now i got to take care off my dad i fell like i am going crazy and i dont no way i mean i cant deal with this and it is really hard to deal with ya mom dieing and we wear having prob at the time and we wear just geting a lone